Going home...

a wedding at church. Ka Che said the couple is lovely. and i think the deco is just ok.
i was all excited about the wedding, and forgot to throw the rubbish at the sanctuary.

and I am going back to visit cousins and grandpa this weekend. I am very excited.
the last time i saw them was when my grandma died. since then i have tried to give every excuses that i can not to go back, because i still misses my grandma a lot. I still remember during her wake service, i "run" to Malacca and stayed there for 2 nights. When she breath her last breathe, I just can't accept the fact that she is gone. I was kinda lost... and only able to pick myself up 2 months after that...

well, the good news is i decided to rise up above my emotion and face it. my grandpa is still around, i better find every opportunity that i have to spend time with him. He must be lonely... not having my grandma around.

Excited to be home... my kampung... gonna eat all the food that i used to eat... and my favourite wan tan mee, minus the wan tan and the char siew. just love the mee... love the smell of it, the taste of it... but not the wan tan and char siew tho cuz can't tahan the smell and the strong pork taste.. ewww hehehe and i think i wanna visit the kindergaten that i attend for 2 weeks before i move to Pagoh... then from Pagoh, i was "transported" to KL... i can't remember me packing anything when i shift to KL. I think i only bring my smelly blanket, the "must have" blanket.

Super excited =D