During one of the dance practice, i heard a gentle voice saying... "Come, dance with Me. I will take the lead." Deep down in my heart, i know that is the voice of God.
Come, dance with Me, I will take the Lead...
Monday, November 20, 2006
Most stressful day
i think today is the most stressful day in my life...
EXAM!!!! cant believe aft leaving college for 2 years now, i decided to come back n take the exam which i suppose to take 2 years ago... back to college, sitting in the library, my mind... is not doing well :( i m blank!!! wonder if wat i can remember what i have studied.
can feel my hands are shivering... super cold... really hope that i m able to pass the exam, dont wan to re-sit anymore...
EXAM!!!! cant believe aft leaving college for 2 years now, i decided to come back n take the exam which i suppose to take 2 years ago... back to college, sitting in the library, my mind... is not doing well :( i m blank!!! wonder if wat i can remember what i have studied.
can feel my hands are shivering... super cold... really hope that i m able to pass the exam, dont wan to re-sit anymore...
Monday, October 16, 2006
Come and taste the Goodness of God
The message that pastor preached during DIVE in, still vivid in my mind... "come and taste the goodness of God"
Throughout my years of being a Child of God, indeed God has been faithful to be. Being raise in a family that no one told me that they love me. No one shows that they care. No one tells me that yes, i can trust them... i can trust their words.
i grow up without knowing the father's love. For many years i strugle to tell people that i do not have a father, he passed away when i was still in my mother's womb. Everytime my friends asked about my dad, i will look to the ground and tell the very softly, "i do not have one". I haave to admit that i miss my dad alot. sometimes i just wish that my dad will just appear to me, but i know that will never happened bcuz he is gone forever. Deep down in my heart, i was crying out for my father... no one knows how much i miss him no one knows my cry... like many people, i cover up my sadness with a smile.
things started to changed in 1999, that's where God found me. He introduce himself as Father. In my vision, i saw Him strecthing out His arm, and said, "Come to me, now I am your Father." I responded to his call. Since that day, He has never let me go. Since that day, he gave me joy. My smile laughter, no longer to cover the true me inside. (That's y today i really laugh alot hahhaha)
The story of the prodigal sons is super real to me. As years passed by, and i began to step into working world, i have to admit that there are times i choose to walk my own way without holding his hands. Things out there attracted my attention. I was like the prodigal sons, leaving the father's house. Doing my own things and want things to be done my way. But then those days that i m not in my father's house i felt lost, i felt empty. Therefore, just like the prodigal son, i decided to go back to my father. That time i wasn't sure if God will still called me His daughter, but i just want to go back to him. One day, i repented... in my own lil space, i bow before Him, and u know what... He came to me just like the last time when i saw him in my vision, He stretch out his arm, and welcome me.
Ever since then, i just cant afford to live a day without Him. I m thankful that when i walked away, he still remain faithful. I experience his faithfulness...
He is truly Johevah Jireh, my provider. I quit my job early this year... and after i quit, i work for my uncle, while i look for a new job. But a month passed, i couldn't get any job... then 2nd month passed, still no job... thn God said to me, "wait and be patient, i will give u n open door when the time comes." I was thinking... ok i will wait. but then time passes really fast and i still couldnt get any jobs. Mum started to pressure me... uncle business not doing well, and he stop paying me the amount of money that he suppose to pay. aha, that's where i started to worried abit. I was like oh GoD, i really need a job!!! agian still no open doors, till early september, i went for n interview in Maxis, in my mind... i tot that's it.. this is the open door God promise. but then guess wat, is not... so, come to 3rd week of september, no calls for interview!!! the red like is really coming out, ohhh oh, cash running low... but still got bills to pay... thn pc came to me and ask if i wanted to work in Campus friends for a month... so without much thinking i just agreed to help her...
Thn oct, i started work for her, of cuz i still continue praying for a job, cuz working for pc just for a month i tot to myself die die oso got to get a job in the month of Nov. But then 2nd surprise came... pc asked if i want to work for the church, just try out untill end of the year... this time, i was like wow God, u so amazing... Y do i said so?? cuz early this year, when i was thinking abt quiting my job, of cuz i prayed and ask God wat he thinks about it?? God says ok, i can quit and deep down in my spirit i know He called me to work in church but then i dun wan... so like Jonah, i ran away... i told Him i wanted to try out working in big companies. obviously that din happen la cuz that's not where He wants me to go.
so, when me asked... i gave her a big smile and i nod... ok i will work in church... at least till end of this year. after that i will just go where He wants me to go.
I laughed when pc ask me about working in church, bcuz i tot to myself, how stupid i was.. to run away from where God has called me to be... and at the end of the day, i still cant escape. i go one BIG round, waste of time, waste of energy... should have just obey!!! God remember wat he said... That's why i know i can owes rely on GOd, no one but God alone.
Come and Taste, that the Lord is GOOD!
You will never know how Good he is, untill you experience it....
Throughout my years of being a Child of God, indeed God has been faithful to be. Being raise in a family that no one told me that they love me. No one shows that they care. No one tells me that yes, i can trust them... i can trust their words.
i grow up without knowing the father's love. For many years i strugle to tell people that i do not have a father, he passed away when i was still in my mother's womb. Everytime my friends asked about my dad, i will look to the ground and tell the very softly, "i do not have one". I haave to admit that i miss my dad alot. sometimes i just wish that my dad will just appear to me, but i know that will never happened bcuz he is gone forever. Deep down in my heart, i was crying out for my father... no one knows how much i miss him no one knows my cry... like many people, i cover up my sadness with a smile.
things started to changed in 1999, that's where God found me. He introduce himself as Father. In my vision, i saw Him strecthing out His arm, and said, "Come to me, now I am your Father." I responded to his call. Since that day, He has never let me go. Since that day, he gave me joy. My smile laughter, no longer to cover the true me inside. (That's y today i really laugh alot hahhaha)
The story of the prodigal sons is super real to me. As years passed by, and i began to step into working world, i have to admit that there are times i choose to walk my own way without holding his hands. Things out there attracted my attention. I was like the prodigal sons, leaving the father's house. Doing my own things and want things to be done my way. But then those days that i m not in my father's house i felt lost, i felt empty. Therefore, just like the prodigal son, i decided to go back to my father. That time i wasn't sure if God will still called me His daughter, but i just want to go back to him. One day, i repented... in my own lil space, i bow before Him, and u know what... He came to me just like the last time when i saw him in my vision, He stretch out his arm, and welcome me.
Ever since then, i just cant afford to live a day without Him. I m thankful that when i walked away, he still remain faithful. I experience his faithfulness...
He is truly Johevah Jireh, my provider. I quit my job early this year... and after i quit, i work for my uncle, while i look for a new job. But a month passed, i couldn't get any job... then 2nd month passed, still no job... thn God said to me, "wait and be patient, i will give u n open door when the time comes." I was thinking... ok i will wait. but then time passes really fast and i still couldnt get any jobs. Mum started to pressure me... uncle business not doing well, and he stop paying me the amount of money that he suppose to pay. aha, that's where i started to worried abit. I was like oh GoD, i really need a job!!! agian still no open doors, till early september, i went for n interview in Maxis, in my mind... i tot that's it.. this is the open door God promise. but then guess wat, is not... so, come to 3rd week of september, no calls for interview!!! the red like is really coming out, ohhh oh, cash running low... but still got bills to pay... thn pc came to me and ask if i wanted to work in Campus friends for a month... so without much thinking i just agreed to help her...
Thn oct, i started work for her, of cuz i still continue praying for a job, cuz working for pc just for a month i tot to myself die die oso got to get a job in the month of Nov. But then 2nd surprise came... pc asked if i want to work for the church, just try out untill end of the year... this time, i was like wow God, u so amazing... Y do i said so?? cuz early this year, when i was thinking abt quiting my job, of cuz i prayed and ask God wat he thinks about it?? God says ok, i can quit and deep down in my spirit i know He called me to work in church but then i dun wan... so like Jonah, i ran away... i told Him i wanted to try out working in big companies. obviously that din happen la cuz that's not where He wants me to go.
so, when me asked... i gave her a big smile and i nod... ok i will work in church... at least till end of this year. after that i will just go where He wants me to go.
I laughed when pc ask me about working in church, bcuz i tot to myself, how stupid i was.. to run away from where God has called me to be... and at the end of the day, i still cant escape. i go one BIG round, waste of time, waste of energy... should have just obey!!! God remember wat he said... That's why i know i can owes rely on GOd, no one but God alone.
Come and Taste, that the Lord is GOOD!
You will never know how Good he is, untill you experience it....
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
ICDF Conference
Our supplies for a week... but then is not enuf!!! hahahah Isn't NaiLin Cute hahhaah it was soooper doooper woooper cold on the 1st day we arrived.
our source of entertainment... UNO stacko.
Our camp site... tower2 6th Flr first world hotel. Thank goodness no one "shooo" us hahahah
Me new found favourite... for no particular reason, i m just super excited to c Uncle button. I think he is cool... using clowning to reach ppl... he is funny hahaha
Ina, n chris ate DURIAN!!! but pri she chicken out... and throw the durian bom away... hahahah part of the thing tha
Something that we do during community nite... did a few cultural dance...super fun. 
1a.m. Dancers n the fans... kekeke i m truly blessed be part of the team. these are real cool ppl. Guess wat, they gives us a surprise by cleaning up the house for us... man, it was so sweet of them to do such things... 
Corrine... i hope i get her name rite... she's cool, one of the teacher that really inpire me. 
Freedie Moore, HE IS THE MAN!!! this man really carry the presence of good and he is one of the man that i believe that have touch our lives...such n gifted guy yet humble.
wat r they doing?? this one of the exerciese that we did in erm... i think is new way to chereograph class... i think la, cant remember liao.p/s: for more detail u can check out sharon's blog... http://summerarctic.blogspot.com. hahahha
Monday, May 15, 2006
Genting Trip
Breakfast before going up to genting :) Having dimsum at "World of DimSu
m" at sri petaling...Hmmmm wonder wat's Sharon doing hahaha nah, we were just playing some games. HEHEHE
After playing some games, some of us kong out hahaha Rachael, Apa lu buat?? hahaha
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
GOD?? Answer prayer??
Of cuz god answer prayer wat tok u. Last time he answer my prayer....
i remembered 1 year plus o something(cant remember.. getting old liao kua), my family is really in a bad financial situation... real bad, we come to a point where we needed to sell the house. (of cuz we didnt sell it la) so i decided to pray n fast of financial breakthru. and guess wat... god really bless the family... and then slowly, we are able to clear the debts.
Now he still answer prayer...
Been praying for High school ppl since last year. At that time we only have Jeyna alone and she is our only person who can bridge us to other high school ppl. Last year had a couple outreach and able to get to know a few of high school students, they are all jeyna's fren. To cut the whole story short... we pray pray pray and during easter sunday this year, some of them accepted christ.
I believed, he will still answer prayer in future :)
i remembered 1 year plus o something(cant remember.. getting old liao kua), my family is really in a bad financial situation... real bad, we come to a point where we needed to sell the house. (of cuz we didnt sell it la) so i decided to pray n fast of financial breakthru. and guess wat... god really bless the family... and then slowly, we are able to clear the debts.
Now he still answer prayer...
Been praying for High school ppl since last year. At that time we only have Jeyna alone and she is our only person who can bridge us to other high school ppl. Last year had a couple outreach and able to get to know a few of high school students, they are all jeyna's fren. To cut the whole story short... we pray pray pray and during easter sunday this year, some of them accepted christ.
I believed, he will still answer prayer in future :)
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Easter
This group of young ppl rock!!!Ahem.. nic, waifoong n myself oso rock la.. hehehe
Easter... hmmm Easter is the day when christ was resurrected :) Resurrected??? yes, resurrected. He Lived, Died... n then resurrected. How He died?? He was crucified on the cross. why He died??Becuz of the LOVE of God for us, that's y he send his one n only son to die on the cross for us so that we could make right with God in Christ :)
On this wonderful day, Colin Gan, Darren, Eng Yew., Caryn G
an n Ivonne accepted christ!!! praise the LORd. The heaven rejoice on that day :) Yo ppl, welcome to the Kingdom of GOD!
CHANGE THE CAMPUS, CHANGE THE WORLD
Me, Darren, WaiFoong, Ivonne, May Yoong, Caryn, Colin, Eng Yew n Nic
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Death
When death come, it does not give any warning nor sign.
Received a shocking news on monday night around 11pm - my uncle passed away at his house. no words spoken by him... no nothing. When i heard about that news, i couldn't believe what i hear, in my mind i was hoping that wasn't true. It was just last week, i joked with him... we teased each other, we laughed together, we had makan together and now he is gone. It took me few minutes to swallow the death of my uncle. All of sudden, I realise its true... the call is not prank is real.
I thank God for Doreen... She was here with me. U know when 1 fall, the other who is strong hold the one that is weak, oh well watever hahaha hmmm 2 is better then 1?? Thank god for Spiritual family as well. Sharon... Alicia... James were among the 1st few i inform to stand with me in prayer so that i will be able to stand strong in times like this... i know i m a very emotional person, plus this is the uncle that i owes joke with n u know we were just super close... i thannk god, he is super faithful, by his grace i m able to moved on. Yeah, i do missed my uncle but death is something that everyone need to go thru.
Pray that my uncle's wife n the 2 children will be ok soon.
Appreciate everyone around u before is too late. I m glad that i have cherish my uncle and he knows that :)
Received a shocking news on monday night around 11pm - my uncle passed away at his house. no words spoken by him... no nothing. When i heard about that news, i couldn't believe what i hear, in my mind i was hoping that wasn't true. It was just last week, i joked with him... we teased each other, we laughed together, we had makan together and now he is gone. It took me few minutes to swallow the death of my uncle. All of sudden, I realise its true... the call is not prank is real.
I thank God for Doreen... She was here with me. U know when 1 fall, the other who is strong hold the one that is weak, oh well watever hahaha hmmm 2 is better then 1?? Thank god for Spiritual family as well. Sharon... Alicia... James were among the 1st few i inform to stand with me in prayer so that i will be able to stand strong in times like this... i know i m a very emotional person, plus this is the uncle that i owes joke with n u know we were just super close... i thannk god, he is super faithful, by his grace i m able to moved on. Yeah, i do missed my uncle but death is something that everyone need to go thru.
Pray that my uncle's wife n the 2 children will be ok soon.
Appreciate everyone around u before is too late. I m glad that i have cherish my uncle and he knows that :)
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Amazing God
From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
God, you are amazing God. Who am i that you call me fren.
Father, i m thankful that you are ever faithful.
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