Panasonic Competition

Jeyna is in the semi-final! Wow so proud of her =)

sigh...

Can I cry? I really can't hold it any longer. Wasn't a great day today. Was feeling uneasy the whole day. Was hopping my best friend will be well. I was really concerned about her, yet I can't do anything.

Hearing YB Hannah Yeoh, inspires me... yet at the same time, her sharing challenged me to rise up and believe for a change in this nation. I was tearing when she shared. It encourages me to hear her testimony, seeing people standing up and take the challenge.

 But... I am still troubled.

I hope tomorrow will be better.

Papa, look!

Got this story from a friend. 
Reminder: Don't jump into conclusion too fast, assuming that we know it all. 
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One old man was sitting with his 25 years old son in the train. Train is about to leave the station. All the passengers are settling down into their seats. As the train started the young man was filled with alot of joy and curiosity. He was sitting on the window side. He went out one hand and feeling the passing air. He shouted, "Papa see all the trees are going behind". Old man smile and admired his son's feelings. Beside the young man one couple was sitting and listing all the conversation between father and son. They were little awkward with the attitude of the 25 years old man behaving like a small child.

Suddenly the young man again shouted, "Papa see the pond and animals. Clouds are moving with the train". Couple was watching the young man in embarrassingly. Now its start raining and some of water drops touches the young man's hand. He is filled with joy and he closed his eyes. He shouted again," Papa it's raining, water is touching me, see papa". Couple couldn't help themselves and ask the old man. Why don't you visit the Doctor and  get your son treated. Old man said," *Yes, We were from the hospital. Today my son got his eyes for the first time in his life".

*Moral of the story is;
We must not come to any conclusion until we know all the facts
learn from the past, live in the present and work for the future.

Robin Hood?

Watched Robin Hood. (and i kinda fell asleep for 5mins i think, it's midnight show... and after long day at work, my eyes just give up on me)
Corrupted king! Hate it. Super selfish king... geramnya...

Robin Hood... someone that will fight for unity. The king on the other hand, only think for his own benefit. Robin Hood reminds me of Eph 4:3 make every effort to keep the unity...

Unity does not just happen. It takes effort to keep the unity. And I think unity pleases God...

is it real?

Dream of my uncle... the conversation felt so real. In the dream, he told me that his time is up... but mine, it's not. I am about to start a new chapter... he asked me to be strong.

Some how, part of me still feel he is around. 

servant

It's Sunday morning. Usually I will wake up early and get ready to go to church. My Sunday are full with laughter, people, and going around.

It's been a routine for me over the pass few years. I served at Church every Sunday. There are time I am tired of the demand of people, but most of the time, I enjoyed myself. Seeing the church grow, brings joy to my heart.

Have you ever wonder, why a Sunday church gathering it's call service? Hmmm actually I don't know the answer, but I personally, it's call a service because church gathering is cater to serve the people? Is like people serve people kinda industry. Growing in up in church taught me to live a "servant" life, not think highly about myself. Serving has taught me to be humble, and put other first.

Start serving today, and you will experience joy beyond your understanding. It's fulfilling... it nourishes your soul. It's when you try to have everything to yourself; you lose your soul. That's why it is written, blessed are those who give =)

Superwoman

I regards her as superwoman! Wonder who? My mom!

She gave up everything for her family. Dad passed away 26 years ago... August 1984, and she never re-married. She gave her all to raise us up... my 2 elder brothers and myself.

My relationship with my mom is not "ever green" kinda relationship. When I was a teenager, i hated her... literally. I think during that time she must be super hurt. Being rejected by her own daughter. No one will understand how my mom feels. It took me good 6 years to mend the relationship.

Being the only daughter, I have a very bad temper. (Usually people say being the youngest, we are very unique =p)  Yell at her all the time, as though she owe me the whole world. Why I hate her, how I learn to love her again and decided to mend the relationship... it's another story by itself. Perhaps someday I will share =)

Mom is my hero. She stands strong. She did not give up on me, and still loves me even though I rejected her during my teenage years.

Looking back, I am glad that I choose to forgive her, and accept her. I do not know how tough it is to raise 3 children without her husband. Even till today, she still goes back to my grandparents house. She treat both my grandfather and grandmother as her own parents. She relate well with all my auntie and uncles.

Mom is a giver. There are times I was upset with her when she gave away food that I buy for her to my cousin. She will say, your cousin like to eat. She gives the best to others. She thinks what is best for others.

My mom, she is a fast worker... and I wonder, why am I not a fast worker heheehe...

My mom... she is just awesome! Love her lotzzz

I treasure her a lot.

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So dress as the best YOU! (wear stuff that represents you most) and you might be surprised!

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Register today! with minimal contribution of RM5.
All proceeds go to support TENAGANITA's shelter for mistreated women and migrants.

Thanks AL

random

It's mother's day... it's also my grandma 1st death anniversary. I miss her a loooooooooooooot! 
And I still misses uncle chai seng, he's gone for 2 weeks now.

She...

She is one thoughtful person that God has blessed me with.

She introduce me to Korean Food, Japanese Food.... etc...

We do crazy things together e.g: try to catch Wang Lee Hom during his last concert in Malaysia. That's the most memorable moment. and the funny thing is, when we walk to the back stage... NO ONE stop us. hahahha

Happenings in April.... 

My uncle passed away from heart attack, I can't stop crying.... and she said, "lets go for lunch!" i agreed...
then, in the evening... she said, "wanna have dinner with me?"

So on the same day, we have lunch and dinner together.
Not that she has nothing to eat home, she did that just to distract me... at least helps me not to cry that much. Isn't she thoughtful?

hahaha this come about rather random... both of us wanted to watch musical... me being me, I don't usually suggest stuff...
Received her SMS on one Sunday afternoon, and she said.. "let's watch musical!" and I was oh right, lets go... on Tuesday, after work we drove down to Actors' studio and watch MM-ah... a local production... and it's funny. We had a good laugh...

stopped by sg besi road and had wan tan mee for dinner. Best wan tan mee in town... me like-y =p


Guess what's next after mamak mee-ah...? We decided to got for orchestra! hahahah it was on the last day of Victory Weekend. I got to rush down from Tanah Tinggi, pick sharon and then to KLCC. Although I already try my very best not to be late, but we still couldn't make it on time =(

So instead of enjoying ourselves in the hall, we got to watch from this tiny little screen for 15 mins... what an experience. It's very malu-fying to be late okay....

That was the night that we were craving for siew kai yik... Drove around KL just for siew kai yik =p
Whenever we go, we can't find any siew kai yik! Doink betul...

But finally we had siew kai yik last night at Ikea hahaha....


April... quite an eventful month for both of us... pretty emotional.
She is my Ka Che, our journey is really a unique one. Love you lotz Ka Che =)
She may not be the perfect Ka Che, but she is my Ka Che ^^

When can I...

It's been a while since i last facilitate a NA workshop.
Reading Mel's update on all the NA workshop she did... part of me kinda envy her that she can have the time for NA workshop. Well well, got to keep the main thing the main thing..

office lunch

Had loooooooooooooong office lunch that day. I'll be leaving this team =( to explore something new.

They are not just my colleagues, and bosses... but we are family. Each of them have play apart in shaping me. They are like those bitter medicine that makes me well.

Ok, I m NOT leaving the church, just leaving the office. I am still part of the family. Still a projectionist, service executor, and of course a dancer =)

This is a place where I have grow the most. Shed of insecurity and pick myself up and move on.

Bee Sean, being her... she gave each one of us a gift. She is one thoughtful one.

Each of us, are really unique in our own way... that's why it makes us special and make this office one unique group of people. =) Love them all. Will miss them a lot. Miss those home school kids as well.