Had lunch with Sharon last Thursday...
She said, "is that what God says about you? you are still thinking the same old way." (para-phrased, can't remember the exact way she said it)
that phrase got me.
It's time for a CHANGE, CHANGE the way i think. Let the past be my history... learn from it and MOVE ON.
I figure if i still hold on, on my past failure... i will never bloom.. i will not go anywhere.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
10th May 2009
Grandma gave her last breath on 10th May 20o9 at 6:45pm.
as i m writing this, actually i am still trying to accept that the fact that she is gone.
She was born in 2Mar1934 and has 4 sisters (i think). i always tell her that she is a superb grandma. She took care of most of us when we were little.
Every memory of her is still vivid in my mind, her smiles, her touch... her voice... and of course her cooking... she is the best cook ever. She used to prepare my fav dish, and prepared my fav junk, for me to enjoy when i go back. she prepared the place for us to stay and get everything ready for us, and sit in the living room... waiting for us to come home. and i need to sleep next to her, hug her before i sleep, feel safe having her next to me.
She became unwell 5 years ago.
in 2007 she injured her leg, since then she was on well chair and last year she was bed ridden.
her condition worsen this year.
Now that she is gone, all of sudden i felt a little empty. Miss her a lot.
as i m writing this, actually i am still trying to accept that the fact that she is gone.
She was born in 2Mar1934 and has 4 sisters (i think). i always tell her that she is a superb grandma. She took care of most of us when we were little.
Every memory of her is still vivid in my mind, her smiles, her touch... her voice... and of course her cooking... she is the best cook ever. She used to prepare my fav dish, and prepared my fav junk, for me to enjoy when i go back. she prepared the place for us to stay and get everything ready for us, and sit in the living room... waiting for us to come home. and i need to sleep next to her, hug her before i sleep, feel safe having her next to me.
She became unwell 5 years ago.
in 2007 she injured her leg, since then she was on well chair and last year she was bed ridden.
her condition worsen this year.
Now that she is gone, all of sudden i felt a little empty. Miss her a lot.
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