laying awake at 3am. I know i suppose to be sleeping at this hour because I have to work in couple hours time.

For someone that is not feeling well, suppose to be sleeping as well. I tried to sleep... i tried to rest... but my mind is still awake. Therefore decided to get up and surf the net. Not knowing what to do online, therefore decided to check out Sharon's n Nai Lin's blog... these are the 2 blogs that i checked most.

In one of her post title "Sweet or Nick Name"
She shared in her blog that God called her little flock. I remember not long ago, I also heard God called me princess... When i heard that, i knew i was precious in His eyes...

I admit that many times i am being indifferent towards people it is because i dun wan to be hurt... but as we relate to people we can't avoid being hurt, can't expect people know how we feel or etc, but God has never failed to remind and assured me that He knows me and he has plan for me.

"Imagine Me" Production

1a.m. dance leader - Sharon (the one behind) & Nai Lin (the one in front)
Without them, there won't be any "imagine me" production...

we have funny leader, therefore we do funny things as well :)

The making of "Imagine Me" MTV hehehe... we finish shooting about 1am!!! it was a interesting experience. COOL :)

finally... it's easter weekend!!! the team with LISA... manage to snap a group pix before going for service :)

The song means a lot to me. It speak about our insecurity, past hurts... are all GONE.
I have also learn that in a team, we not just dance together, but we help each other to grow, encourage each other and stand with each other...

He will make a way

God will make a way
where there seems to be no way
He works in way we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
hold me closely to His side
with love and strength, for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
and rivers in the desert will i see
Heaven and earth will fade
but His word will still remain
He will do something new today

DON'T QUIT

DON'T QUIT
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
when the funds are low and when the debts are high,
and you want to smile but you have to sigh,
when care is presssing you down abit,
rest if you must but don't you quit.


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New layout??11

Kinda bored with mah blog... trying to give it a new look, but then dun think is very successful. I m really clueless how this blog thing works... just playing with it, and see what i can put up... hahaha

mah laptop

I miss my laptop... not that my laptop is the best laptop, but it serve me well. not having laptop for couple of weeks really feel kinda crippled. sob... sob... sob...

sharon leaving TODAY!! so sad... anyway, she's very excited abt the trip, m sure its gonna be a fantastic trip for her, nailin, ina, vittz and marielle.

Working in church

is the 5th month since i started working in church... got to admit that alot of tears shed in this 5 months, and deal with alot of emotional siawness. Although need to go through all the different challenges, but i am glad that i have not lost the joy of serving.

Last week both pastor and pc ask me what did i enjoy most in working in church, when they asked me that question, i didn't give much thought to it just told them there's nothing particular thing that i enjoy neither any particular thing that i don't like. But then that question doesn't end there, was thinking about that question during the weekend and i think what I like about working in church is that i am able to get 1st hand "discipleship" from PC, pastor, sharon and steven. I feel like i am at home. Is like coming back to the Father's house and is safe.

Many ppl think that there's no future if you work in church and working in church is just pretty much like doing charity, at least my family member think so.
But then they do not know how much i gain :)
I think right now i can manage stress better, although i still have the "tense" look when i m tense, but yeah will work on it... erm... put on a tense smile?? hahahha

so far is GOOD :)